Soyeah. Not dead yet. Umm. Where to start, though? Well, to clear the air; I still haven't any proper hardware for submitting and editing art. And on top of this, I'm struggling with a post-adolescence crisis. My family's successfully torn itself apart, and I lost my first (and thus far only) job, which I ultimately think was for the better, but it set me back about a year financially. So now I'm back to square effin' 1. My depression has also been getting increasingly worse since 2013, and my lack of a nurturing home environment is most certainly not
As a result of all these WONDERFUL things, my art and story writing will be taking a much deeper, darker step in it's evolution. I'll still be kinda
active on here, but soon I'll probably be much more alive over there, where cartoon physics and inhuman sexuality can cross-fertilize, and make monsters. It seems I have a few of my own to spare.
Metaphysics aside, I also just prefer the FA interface. It's a lot less convoluted, and more brutally honest about what it is. DeviantArt's community has disintegrated rapidly over the passed few years, as I'm SURE I'm not the only one to notice... And while you could easily argue that FurAffinitty is a widespread black market for insane sexual degeneracy, at least it's community is somewhat self-contained. Fetishists within fandoms and what have you. But honestly...? That just feels like home right now. My life and mental state have never been so unimaginably fucked up as they are now, and the greatest outlet I have to this neurosis is the friendly insanity of Hentai. I can't say that I'll be consistaint, especially at first. Until I get a proper scanner and computer setup, with Flash and Photoshop, I'm still stuck in the digital mud. But I'm not giving up on my empire of art, and will see to it that all my new characters are introduced--one way or another.www.furaffinity.net/user/big-d…