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Soyeah. Not dead yet. Umm. Where to start, though? Well, to clear the air; I still haven't any proper hardware for submitting and editing art. And on top of this, I'm struggling with a post-adolescence crisis. My family's successfully torn itself apart, and I lost my first (and thus far only) job, which I ultimately think was for the better, but it set me back about a year financially. So now I'm back to square effin' 1. My depression has also been getting increasingly worse since 2013, and my lack of a nurturing home environment is most certainly not helping.
As a result of all these WONDERFUL things, my art and story writing will be taking a much deeper, darker step in it's evolution. I'll still be kinda active on here, but soon I'll probably be much more alive over there, where cartoon physics and inhuman sexuality can cross-fertilize, and make monsters. It seems I have a few of my own to spare.
Metaphysics aside, I also just prefer the FA interface. It's a lot less convoluted, and more brutally honest about what it is. DeviantArt's community has disintegrated rapidly over the passed few years, as I'm SURE I'm not the only one to notice... And while you could easily argue that FurAffinitty is a widespread black market for insane sexual degeneracy, at least it's community is somewhat self-contained. Fetishists within fandoms and what have you. But honestly...? That just feels like home right now. My life and mental state have never been so unimaginably fucked up as they are now, and the greatest outlet I have to this neurosis is the friendly insanity of Hentai. I can't say that I'll be consistaint, especially at first. Until I get a proper scanner and computer setup, with Flash and Photoshop, I'm still stuck in the digital mud. But I'm not giving up on my empire of art, and will see to it that all my new characters are introduced--one way or another.
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As a result of all these WONDERFUL things, my art and story writing will be taking a much deeper, darker step in it's evolution. I'll still be kinda active on here, but soon I'll probably be much more alive over there, where cartoon physics and inhuman sexuality can cross-fertilize, and make monsters. It seems I have a few of my own to spare.
Metaphysics aside, I also just prefer the FA interface. It's a lot less convoluted, and more brutally honest about what it is. DeviantArt's community has disintegrated rapidly over the passed few years, as I'm SURE I'm not the only one to notice... And while you could easily argue that FurAffinitty is a widespread black market for insane sexual degeneracy, at least it's community is somewhat self-contained. Fetishists within fandoms and what have you. But honestly...? That just feels like home right now. My life and mental state have never been so unimaginably fucked up as they are now, and the greatest outlet I have to this neurosis is the friendly insanity of Hentai. I can't say that I'll be consistaint, especially at first. Until I get a proper scanner and computer setup, with Flash and Photoshop, I'm still stuck in the digital mud. But I'm not giving up on my empire of art, and will see to it that all my new characters are introduced--one way or another.
www.furaffinity.net/user/big-d…
I'm active on FA
https://www.furaffinity.net/user/big-duo/
I don't really use DeviantArt anymore. I've been on hiatus, writing books and making non-fan characters. Politics and world economics have consumed me. I've been watching the world burn from 4chan. I live in Seattle, one of the most corrupted liberal shit holes in the Northwest. Sodomy and pestilence fills every ally and riots fill the streets that are not packed with homeless. I plan to soon re-organize and clean up my gallery, but until then I'm gonna be most active on FA because it's.................... Not DeviantArt.
I'm sorry for everyone I made freinds with on here if you're even reading this
So, I played DELTARUNE. Undertale art on the way.
Or at least, the first chapter that was recently released.
Even for a work in progress, I was blown away.
I won't give anything away for those who haven't yet tried it. But.... WOW.
Just... Wow.
So much to take in.
So many possibilities.
So many questions.
I've officially decided, that I'm going to take a ((((SMALL)))) break from drawing hentai. It's time to switch gears back to art and inspiration. So, with that in mind, I've committed to the goal of writing, illustrating, possibly even animating a fan-series of my own. Not just a fan-fiction, but more like a spiritual successor to Undertale and Deltarune. Set in the same universe, an
THE JEWS DID IT -- also not dead
WELLLLLLLL, it's officially been a year since I poked my head out and made a journal entry. Seems like little has changed on good ol' DeviantArt. Although it seems a lot can happen in a year in real life. I guess it's only fair that I owe you guys an update.
( ...who cares-? )
Hey now, this is the internet. You should know that. You can always just go and jack off if my updates are too boring.
Since my last journal entry, I've stopped going to Seattle Community College and have put any hopes of future education on pause. Well, more like hiatus. I have little hope that I will find a school in the here in Seattle that will elevate or educate
Oh God this site still EXISTS?
Oh wow.
Okay, so a lot's happened since my last journal entry.
I'll try and sum it up for everyone who doesn't care:
I started going to community college. In Seattle.
Aaaaaaaaaaaand learned the hard way, that Seattle's indoctri-- oh I'm sorry-- EDUCATION system is one of, if not the single piss-poorest contributions to modern society that I've ever experienced.
They're trying to "teach" us that Charles Darwin was a communist, and that Ludwig Van Beethoven was BLACK.
So, being that I have less free time on my hands than I've had in years, such exposure to liberal-Marxist dogma has amplified my disdain for the current year to hyperbolic d
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It's good to hear again from you, and I'm sorry things are still down right now. :c Just never give up the hope that things can improve; I won't lie and say I totally know your pain, cause I know I haven't suffered the real ugliness that can life can offer. I just know that working through the pain, from what suffering I have known, makes you a stronger person, and so far you've been very strong keeping up.
*hugs* My hopes go out to you for a better tomorrow.
*hugs* My hopes go out to you for a better tomorrow.